If my father is still alive, today would be his 67 years old birthday.
I am working as per usual today. Attending meetings, reading complicated presentation packs, trying to catch up every single word from my team… Oh yes, I do need to present my slides? Am I a professional now? Oh yes… I have grown up.
My father always wanted me to have a stable job, and stay at home together with my family. If he knows where I am now, will he be disappointed on me?
He wouldn’t able to imagine that I am handling all these things by myself, because I was such a passive and coward girl in front of him. I am not fear of any thing when my father is by my side. He is very strong and protecting me all the time.
Kept listening to the same song over and over again, “Hurt” by Christina Aguilera.
This song describes my feeling exactly.
Sometimes I dreamt that my father is still with me. If I knew about today, I will be nicer to you. I feel that I have not done enough for you.
In this world, there was a man loving me unconditionally. And I am sorry for being late. I miss you.
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